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♡ 6 months ago we saw your heart beating, saw you kicking about.
♡ 6 months ago i gave birth to you suddenly.
♡ 6 months ago you became an angel.
How has 6 months passed us by already. Everyday i think of you, i wish it all was different. I wish you were here alive! Everyday i long to hold you one more time, kiss that teeny button nose. I miss you so much and will miss you everday of my life. You'll always be our missing piece.
My heart hurts. I try so hard to hold it together and be strong. But somedays i just cant. I love you so much our sweet little Arlo-Jorg. Our Darling little Dumbo. Your so precious to me, sweet as can be, baby of mine #babyloss #angelbaby #miscarriage #secondtrimesterloss #latemiscarriage #stillborn #stillbirth #stillloved #Arlo #lifeafterloss #6months #babyloss #bereavedmother #grief #saytheirname #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence
To the evolving Sparrow in me,
Don’t be afraid to spread your wings,
Don’t be afraid to try new things,
If it requires pain for you to grow, by all means, GROW.
Grow to discover you, grow to fulfill your potential
Remind yourself daily that you may not be an eagle... and it’s okay because to be authentically you, is soul-filling,
To be authentically YOU...is freedom.
Freedom,
again I say freedom
freedom to know that you don’t have to fly with the eagles to be noticed because once you do, you have created a cage and limited yourself of freedom.
Embrace you,
embrace your flaws and limitations, embrace, the journey of becoming you because once you do, you won’t envy about how high the eagle flies and how much the eagle has achieved,
Rather, you will be rejoicing with how far that you have come and how much you have grown.
To the Sparrow evolving in me,
GROW...unapologetically. #freedom #selflove #growth #freebird #unapologetic #flaws #stillloved #authentically
Healing after loss is surrendering and unbecoming everything you thought you ever knew. Going inwards and trusting your intuition will enable you to listen to your soul... there are no solutions outside of us so stop searching for them - you need to stop the glorification of busy and grieve... you also need to let all of the things that once served you fall away - anything or anyone inauthentic in your life won’t survive ... trust that the most compassionate human beings will remain so learn to be and let things go . Your life may seem shattered to pieces but have faith and courage that the pieces will come back together in a way that is more aligned and better than ever before You’ve got this ✌️ Link in bio for further advice on learning compassion - particularly to yourself ✨
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•Trap pit•
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So you're in the trap pit and the world above continues to revolve regardless ... it's a world filled with fear ... taunts of what you could have had everywhere... sounds and sights causing flashbacks and mental torture.... the trap pit now your only place of safety.
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People don't want to visit you in the trap pit - not because they don't care but because they think they have to get in it with you; now this isn't necessarily true - if they got in it with you it wouldn't help anyone. What they need to do is to wait around the trap pit, with a rope or maybe even a ladder to support you step by step or knot by knot knowing that at any one point you will almost definitely fall back in .... they need a hell of a lot of patience and an understanding that there is no quick hurdle out of here.
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Maybe this is the universe's plan, some might call it a punishment but we will never know. Some days there's a little ray of hope shining down, other days it's pure darkness .... miraculously there are little blooms of support flowering down there - years ago no one dared to speak about the trap door. .
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But now we are choosing love over fear, sharing our babies stories and we no longer need to linger in the darkness. Thank you to everyone for sharing your heart and babies stories x Grace and Light ✨
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~ 6th March 2019 ~
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Today you would be 3 months old. You should have found your hands by now, be smiling lots and holding your head more. You should be recognising our faces and your weight would have doubled to around 15lbs - little chunk!
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I should be taking you to have your second lot of immunisations, but instead I’m meeting up with a couple of lovely mummies whose little ones sadly couldn’t stay for longer either. I am thankful that you have brought us together
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No matter how you are blooming. I see you!
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Happy Mother’s Day to ALL of you!
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(As Mother’s Day approached I wanted to show you that no matter where you are in your motherhood journey you are important. All seeds grow at different times, in each season - and all flowers are unique just like you. So thankful that @allywaycreativeco helped make my vision into this beautiful masterpiece.)
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You’re blooming. And you’re beautiful.
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Happy Mothers Day.
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Love,
Amy.
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*Please feel free to share to wish ALL the amazing women in your life a very Happy Mothers Day today!
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