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It was yet another sleepless night, with my head buried in the pillow, wet with my emotions dripping on it uncontrollably. I could feel my demons punishing me for the sins I never commited. And with every drop pouring down from my regretful eyes, I could feel the loneliness mocking me. I felt caged in the most deceptive way, for I realised what really hurt me, and at the same time, I wasn't ready to accept it. I didn't want to blame every other person who ruined me for their pleasure, for I still cared about them as much as I had promised them then. Yes, I felt stupid, but at the end of the day, my heart still belonged to them.
I felt blur, not only from my mind, but from my soul, from the deepest part of me, for every other sunrise felt dull before my red eyes, and the moon just felt like another lie, for it's existence was blindly dependent on the sun. But unlike people, the sun never betrayed the moon. I couldn't find my happy self even in the purest of my reflections. I was lost. It was all dark out there, with no hope for the light, until I finally decided to seek the reality with my soul. I was frustrated with how I decided to overcome the gloominess, for I wasn't doing anything but hurting myself even more. I wanted to let go of the demons who had captured my true self, but somehow, the unworthy me attracted them ever more. I had to fight. I couldn't give up so easily. After all, it was them who weren't pure enough to comprehend my love and affection. It took some time to understand, but yes, they weren't worth my charm and beauty. They weren't worth my smile. Well, it wasn't easy to convince myself, but at the end of the day, it was their life, which was drowned in the mirage filled with deception and hate. And I didn't want to hold onto something which didn't even exist. Yes, it did hurt me, but it taught to me embrace myself with the love I cried during those sleepless nights. It taught me to realise the beauty within myself. It taught me the art of ignoring the undesirable. And it was then, I could feel the light which twinkled in the stars felt above me.❤️
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Ever felt the loneliness
killing your soul?
Ever felt the brokenness
reminding you of your whole?
Ever felt alien
as if you are playing someone's role?
Ever felt lifeless
as if existing is your only goal?
Weren't you trying to be yourself
all this while?
You had no reason
to even force a smile,
You craved for bliss
for over miles and miles,
Until you gave up
and stopped for a while.
You felt the world
ignoring your presence,
You felt the sun
burning down your essence,
You felt the mirror
reflecting your absence,
You felt yourself
and it all started making sense.
You knew you were the wind
that could turn into a storm,
You knew you were the sun
that could blaze in it's most divine form.
You knew you were the moon
that could dictate itself to reform,
You knew you were the universe
that could expand and transform.
You were the star
obscured by the clouds
You were the silence
which screamed out loud,
You were the god
to which even the universe bowed,
You were the northern star
among the billions in the crowd.
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Jean-Pierre Melville
1956
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