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That day, after we landed, my mother desperately tried to make it up to me, speaking to me so sweetly and so amicably that we made peace soon enough. Yet the real damage was not in the cutting words she wished she hadn’t spoken and that I would never forget. The damage was to our love: it had lost its warmth, its spontaneity, and become a willed, conscious, rueful love. She was pleased to see I still loved her; I was pleased to see how readily both she and I were fooled. The two of us were aware of being pleased, which intensified our truce. But we must have sensed that being so easily reassured was nothing more than a dilution of our love.
She hugged me more often, and I wanted to be hugged. But I didn’t trust my love, and I could tell, from the way she looked at me when she thought I wasn’t looking, that she didn’t trust it either. — 'Enigma variations'
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"I wanted to hear his window open, hear his espadrilles on the balcony, and then the sound of my own window, which was never locked, being pushed open as he'd step into my room after everyone had gone to bed, slip under my covers, undress me without asking, and after making me want him more than I thought I could ever want another living soul, gently, softly, and, with the kindness one Jew extends to another, work his way into my body, gently and softly, after heeding the words I'd been rehearsing for days now, Please, don't hurt me, which meant, Hurt me all you want."
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“Are you happy you’re back?”
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He saw through my question before I did.
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“Are you happy I’m back?” he retorted.
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I looked at him, feeling quite disarmed, though not threatened. Like people who blush easily
but aren’t ashamed of it, I knew better than to stifle this feeling, and let myself be swayed by it.
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“You know I am. More than I ought to be, perhaps.”
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“Me too.”
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That said it all.
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“And you,” I asked, “what moment?”
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“Rome too. Singing together till dawn on Piazza Navona.”
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I had totally forgotten. It wasn’t just a Neapolitan song we ended up singing that night. A
group of young Dutchmen had taken out their guitars and were singing one Beatles song after the
other, and everyone by the main fountain had joined in, and so did we. Even Dante showed up
again and he too sang along in his warped English.
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“Did they serenade us, or am I making it up?”
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He looked at me in bewilderment.
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“They serenaded you—and you were drunk out of your mind. In the end you borrowed the
guitar from one of them and you started playing, and then, out of nowhere, singing. Gaping, they
all were. All the druggies of the world listening like sheep to Handel.
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One of the Dutch girls had
lost it. You wanted to bring her to the hotel. She wanted to come too. What a night. We ended up
sitting in the emptied terrace of a closed caffè behind the piazza, just you and I and the girl watching dawn, each of us slumped on a chair.”
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He spoke about his two boys who
were right now playing in the living room with my mother, eight and six, I should meet his wife, I
am so happy to be here, you have no idea, no idea.
It’s the most beautiful spot in the world, I said,
pretending to infer that he was happy because of the place.
You can’t understand how happy I am
to be here. His words were breaking up, he passed the phone back to my mother, who, before
turning to me, was still speaking to him with endearing words. “Ma s’è tutto commosso, he’s all
choked up,” she finally said to me.
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“I wish I could be with you all,” I responded, getting all
worked up myself over someone I had almost entirely stopped thinking about.
Time makes us
sentimental. Perhaps, in the end, it is because of time that we suffer.
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One summer, nine years after his last letter, I received a phone call in the States from my
parents. Finally his voice came through.
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“Elio,” he said. I could hear my parents and the
voices of children in the background. No one could say my name that way.
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“Elio,” I repeated, to
say it was I speaking but also to spark our old game and show I’d forgotten nothing.
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“It’s Oliver,”
he said. He had forgotten.
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“Your best moment?” he finally interrupted.
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I thought awhile.
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“The first night is the one I remember best—perhaps because I fumbled so much. But also
Rome.
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There is a spot on via Santa Maria dell’Anima that I revisit every time I’m in Rome. I’ll
stare at it for a second, and suddenly it’ll all come back to me. I had just thrown up that night and
on the way back to the bar you kissed me. People kept walking by but I didn’t care, nor did you.
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That kiss is still imprinted there, thank goodness. It’s all I have from you. This and your shirt.”
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He remembered.
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CALL ME BY YOUR NAME by Luca Guadagnino (swipe )
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Since I'm back in Crema I had to recreate some missing scenes I haven't done the last time and I wanted to have for my collection
I found the location for the bar/disco on @holdmygaze1983 account and knew immediately that I needed to go there - thanks again for the locationguide
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I really hope there will be a party during summer which I can attend
We'll see...
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film was shot at this location @arci_san_bernardino .
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