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oh my GOSH who remembers tHiS- .
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I don’t know what to do with myself. I have no future and I messed everything up. What did I do? I don’t have any reason to wake up. I never want to wake up but my parents make me. I feel like I’m just existing. Nothings like happening or I guess penetrating my eyes or my skin idk. I just idk the only thing I care about now is tøp. Recently I’ve actually woken up with a goal which is to make my mom see I’m happy so I can convince her to take me to a concert. It’s exhausting. I’ll be spitting out random words to show that I have energy cause I never talk and I’ll finish a sentence and I’ll just feel myself sink. I don’t know what the feeling is but I’ll just have urges to cry in the middle of being fake happy and cheerful. But ya the only thing giving me motivation right now is tøp but the thing is something is happening and I can’t listen to music. I don’t understand it. I’ll just get mad at putting headphones on. Or I’ll get sad because nothing feels like it used to. I’m always just neutral and I can’t get into any music. Music was like my biggest happiness in life since seventh grade. I always listen to music at least six hours a day but I haven’t listened to music in almost a week because it bothers me so much. It makes me angry and I get anxious. I just feel so lonely. I use my friends in a weird way. I feel like I’m just sucking their souls and feeding off their energy to try and feel something else. I will never have actual friends because I don’t like the people; I like the energy and feeling I get around them. Some would say that’s friendship but no one understands like I can’t love anyone. I don’t talk to people unless there’s something in it for me. And I can’t help it. And it’s so lonely. And I hate my parents even though they do everything for me. I waste all their money. I don’t talk to them. I’m not as grateful as I should be but I can’t change it because I don’t love them. I think about just boarding a plane and leaving them but I don’t have anywhere to go and I need their money. I have nothing to look forward to when I turn 18. All my dreams and motivations to get a job are just gone. I don’t care about school anymore. I’m not going to...
Screen is probably one of my least listened to songs but it looks epic live and that’s what I wanted to say I have blue hair now and my eyes are dry and they about to start leaking. I want to cover my room in yellow tape. Please ssaaaaaaaaaavvvvveeeee me wooooooooo
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I fxcking hate my mom
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Leave me the fxck alone
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Oh my god please let me fxcking kill her I can’t stand it anymore
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