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In every season, He is faithful. ♡
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And we are so overjoyed to share that our family has been blessed again, and we’re expecting our newest little miracle this winter!!! Praise God for this precious gift of life!
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You may only see three children pictured here, but this is indeed my fifth pregnancy and therefore we’re now parents of FIVE children: Leora, an early miscarriage, Enzo, Evalina, and this baby. Although we currently only have two children in our arms, our babies in heaven count, too. (And so do yours.) ❤️
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Evalina is a big sister!!!
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One whole year has passed since I held you in my arms for the first and last time.
Looking back at all the photos we took it will never be enough.
Looking at photos like this one make me so sad because I see the emptiness in my eyes. The person I once was, forever changed in the matter of a moment. The moment I held you in my arms.
Celebrating your biggest brother’s 7th birthday yesterday hit home even more. You’ll never have presents to open, friends to invite to parties, candles to blow out on a birthday cake.
Today I am aching for you my baby boy. I am missing you more than ever, and I am so sad for all the things you’ll never experience.
As I sit here writing this your little brother or sister kicks away in my belly and it doesn’t get more bitter-sweet than this. I am blessed for this new life I am growing, but I am devastated that we didn’t get to keep you as well.
Happy 1st heavenly birthday my beautiful Nicholas. I may not be able to kiss you or cuddle you like I wish I could on this special day, but I hope you know just how much I love you, and I always will ❤️
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Pregnancy after loss feels a lot like a silhouette. While looking like every other pregnant woman, there’s a dark truth behind the round shape. You are not like every other pregnant woman. The joy and innocence of this time has been stripped away and in its place, fear and anxiety exist. Doubt-filled thoughts and the terrifying what if scenarios play through your mind on repeat. Moments of bliss for the new life appear, but are followed closely by reminders of the life lost and sorely missed. Every day feels like a battle between the light and the dark. ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
Next to the Ruby-sized hole in my heart, there is a growing space for her brother. A space that is cherished and overflowing with love. A space that, in all honesty, probably would not exist if his sister were still with us... but a space that only he is meant to fill.
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Amidst the whirlwind of emotions and in this moment, I choose the light. I choose to ignore the darkness of fear, doubt and anxiety and instead, focus on the light surrounding us. There is so much love, hope and prayers being sent our way. So many are excitedly waiting to celebrate with us next month. And I know Ruby is watching over her brother while sweetly reminding us of her ever-existing presence. These hope-filled reminders, truths and baby kicks are what help us win the battle today ❤️ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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Two years ago today you were 36 weeks and 4 days, kicking, moving— and alive. I was dreaming of what you’d look like. Preparing your big sister for your arrival. And telling everyone who asked how excited and nervous I was.
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As April approaches, I yearn to be planning your second birthday party (along with your little sister’s first birthday, also in April). But most of all I yearn for you. Your face. Your life.
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. “Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue, And the dreams that we dare to dream really do come true.” . ❤️
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So I shared this really great news, and then I just kinda disappeared. ♀️ Honestly, I've been working through a lot of emotional stuff surrounding this pregnancy, but I've been documenting it along the way. March is Pregnancy After Loss Awareness Month, and today on my blog I'm sharing some of the things I've been going through these past 4 months. Link in bio. ⠀
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The pop is real!
It’s still hard to believe I’m carrying a tiny human. I feel so humbled and so grateful. Pregnancy after loss is hard, but feeling these little kicks makes it all seem so worth it. .
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