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To be honest, I'm still struggling to let go of porn in my life. Lord help me to hate it and turn to you when I need love and acceptance and not porn or tempting images. . . .
I may be looked upon differently by some close family and friends of mine, but this is to make a stand for the gospel and my testimony. What a better way it is in combating a secretive sin by exposing it to the light! The mercy and grace of God is more powerful than this destructive sin that's dwelled in my life and maybe yours. I encourage if you're a believer to confess it, repent from it, be accountable, and kill this sin. We sin against our own bodies in committing adultery, sexual immorality, and any sexual act outside of the covenant of marriage. We're bought with a price, so we must glorify God with our bodies as the apostle Paul would say (1 Corinthians 6:20) "How can a young man keep his way pure? By guarding it according to Your word." (Psalm 119:9) @godoverporn #godoverporn #ihateporn
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I saw this picture and it reminded me of a future where my brother is all grown up, but not too grown up. Straddling innocence and maturity, naievity and impressionability. He comes to me for advice and looks up to me. Respects my opinion not because I'm the elder but because I'm speaking truth to power. Because hopefully, I am as good to him as I am as good to others outside.
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Sometimes, on this journey of recovery nothing really motivates you again. Sometimes you have to be strong for other people looking up to you, not for yourself. Sometimes. And sometimes that person is my brother. I want to be a good person for him and because of him.
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words we cannot say leaking from an orifice
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️ How Does an Addict Pray ️
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Does he kneel? Does she lie on her side? I've always wondered how to pray in my lowest of lows. How exactly do I turn back to God? Do I even dare turn back to God? Do I just do it again and try to forget that I fell off that wagon while doing it again? I don't know.
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Going back to the prophetic tradition, I know it is in our culture to always never stop seeking for forgiveness because we are meant to err. The prophet (peace be upon him) said: By the One in Whose Hand my soul is! If you do not commit sins, Allah would replace you with a people who would commit sins and seek forgiveness from Allah; and Allah will certainly forgive them." [Muslim]. He also said: "O son of Adam! I shall go on forgiving you so long as you pray to Me and aspire for My forgiveness whatever may be your sins. O son of Adam! I do not care even if your sins should pile up to the sky and should you beg pardon of Me, I would forgive you. O son of Adam! If you come to Me with an earthful of sins and meet Me, not associating anything with Me in worship, I will certainly grant you as much pardon as will fill the earth." [At-Tirmidhi].
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My therapist says I like the way my addictions make me feel. It's true. I don't particularly like the act of it, but I crave the comfort it gives me. So I guess I just don't know how to reconcile someone like me with someone Allah actually forgives and helps. Which is why I keep wondering, how does an addict pray?
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The overwhelming sadness threatening to swallow you whole is here again.
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The overwhelming sadness threatening to swallow me is here again. I didn't even see it coming. I just felt it in my heart, like it had been sleeping all this while and now it was awake
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It feels heavy, like I carry the weight of the world in me. I've always wondered why is this sadness here. Especially when I'm "good". I haven't been perfect, but I've been trying so hard. I wondered if this is this Allah's way of punishing me, but then I understand that isn't the way He works, that his mercy overtakes his anger. But the heaviness is still there anyway.
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I made du'a. I said what Musa said to Allah when he faced an impossible task:
قَالَ رَبِّ ٱشْرَحْ لِى صَدْرِ [Moses] said, "My Lord, expand for me my breast [with assurance]
وَيَسِّرْ لِىٓ أَمْرِى
And ease for me my task"
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So here I am, on my bed, just waiting. Waiting to stop feeling this way. The only thing I have is faith. And I've always believed it's enough
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S E L F C O M P A S S I O N
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Practice this. A sympathetic consciousness of what your pain is and working to dismantle and alleviate it. In many ways, your pain will define you and your habits. But knowing why your pain is intense and what causes it, as well as what your crutches/coping mechanisms for pain are; is how you begin healing.
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Had the most beautiful conversation with someone amazing today. One thing I took away and reinforced, was that with addiction, you can't heal alone. It all ties in with the culture of shame around addiction and recovery, and how as recovering addicts, we find it hard to reach out to those around us and relate our experiences to them. (I prefer to use compulsive behaviour as it describes the situation better).
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Sharing your pain with others is key. Vulnerability, like every other good thing is hard. And sometimes people won't get it - immediately. But it gives you a freedom like no other. It's like you can breathe easily.
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Whenever things are hard, whenever you fall of the wagon, someone reminded me it's fine. One of my mentors said "Relapse is a pathway to healing". On my good days when I relapse, I tell myself it's another learning curve. Another thing I won't do wrong. And although I don't completely believe it, I still tell myself it's fine. And the thing is, it usually is .
AlhamduliLlaah
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Hey. I fell off the wagon last night. I feel like shit. And to be honest, I'm not sure where to go from here. I had a plan. Be sober for the whole year. And now, it's the 21st of January and I'm not. So I guess I'm just putting this out here. For comfort maybe. Maybe it's because I feel like a hypocrite and I don't want to. I don't know. Or maybe it's because I'm sorry. To myself, to you guys and to God.
I'm sorry
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⚜️ j a n n a h // p a r a d i s e ⚜️
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I've had a stressful day. It's not been a bad day, but it's been stressful. Presently, my heart feels like it might squeeze past my ribcage any moment. I'm that anxious. The little moments in life tend to do that to you.
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But writing this poem has brought me ease. Sakeenah (tranquility) that tomorrow will be better. I have something to look forward to. Allah's promise is true. Always. And he has promised that with ever difficulty come twice the ease. So all praise is due to God who has given us the little moments so that we may reflect, and remember Him, His Mercy and His Promise.
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Provence, France
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That's where I want to be 2020. It all seems impossible though. I'll be graduating in the middle of 2020. I'll just start looking for a proper job. Will it even make me enough money to buy a data subscription and pay my transport fare for the month? I don't know. And I won't dwell there.
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I'll dwell in Provence, in the lavender fields and harvest festivals where they press those impossibly small petals to make oil and sometimes even cook food and pastries. I want to spend silence with the Catholic sisters and break bread with them. I want to cycle down the gravel paths as fast as my legs can pedal. Say my evening prayers in the lavender fields. Meditate afterwards. Read the Qur'an thereafter. Eat bread and cheese and grapes there. Fall in love in with someone, and maybe not in the romantic sense. Maybe in a way that completes my soul. So even if its with God or a sweet old woman or a young, blindingly innocent boy; I don't mind. I want to experience the harvest festival so bad, I can taste the bitter essence of lavender on my tongue. I know I'm meant to be there like I know I gripped my slippery way out of my mother's womb. I sometimes remember being there like I know my mother sang to me on hot nights. I don't remember it, but I know it happened.
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