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Sometimes I feel like I get sad far more than I’d like.
This past year has been the hardest of my entire life as I navigated healing from a breakup and sexual abuse while simultaneously choosing to share it all online through “The Art Of Choosing Love”. It became a joke that the show was actually just a montage of me crying all over the world. And it’s true, I cried a lot. My heart felt like it was constantly breaking and many days I couldn’t even tell what I was actually sad about. It was just a blur of pain, stress, and sadness.
It took me to the very breaking point before I felt myself shift. I was having suicidal thoughts. I was grasping out for help anywhere I could. After two weeks of deep medicine work in Peru I emerged realizing that the sadness I felt was from things I didn’t even know I still held.
I mourned the loss of the woman I thought I’d spend the rest of my life with. I grieved the loss of my dog and home. I cried for my inner child who I couldn’t protect from molestation. I forgave myself for all the self-loathing I’ve carried most of my life. I wept for the times I’d been cheated on and closed my heart down more. I screamed about how hard I felt life was. How everything seemed to get harder no matter what I tried to do and how the emotional hell felt endless.
Most of this was under the surface. I don’t blame myself for them or for feeling them so strongly. I’m not embarrassed. But while I was IN IT, I judged myself. I told myself that I was supposed to be able to be happy. I had the tools to do it and so I must be a phony to have so many people think I was any type of leader or guide. I convinced myself that my sadness was a sign of my inadequacy. And that created even deeper sadness.
How many of you have done this to yourself? Are you now? Feeling so deeply and assigning the meaning that what you feel, or how deeply you feel it, is wrong? Since when did sadness become something to be embarrassed about? To me, personal development is about being happy more often, not ALWAYS. And it may take some sadness to get there. It’s a gift, if we choose to see it that way.
You are human.
You feel. Deeply.
And that’s ok.
You’re doing great.
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Hi everyone , I hope you guys are trying your level best to keep on going . It's natural to feel sad, down, or discouraged at times. We all feel these human emotions, they're reactions to the hassles and hurdles of life.
We may feel sad over an argument with a friend, a breakup, or a best friend moving out of town. We might be disappointed about doing poorly on a test or discouraged if our team can't break its losing streak. The death of someone close can lead to a specific kind of sadness. Most of the time, people manage to deal with these feelings and get past them with a little time and care. In the same way It’s hard to tell if a person is depressed unless they break down in front of you or manage to tell you themselves. Depression doesn’t leave scars, not always. And it’s hard to say how bad it is if you can’t see the wound.If you know someone who’s going through a difficult time, if you have even the slightest doubt, reach out.However, some who are living with a mental illness, or generally struggling with mental health, are high-functioning. They still live out their day-to-day lives like normal. They go to work, socialise, and function like anyone else. People won't always know if you're struggling. Sometimes it feels like being silent is the only viable option. After all, why would you want to burden someone else with your problems? But believe me that's where it gets messed up. You should talk about it to the ones you really think are worthy of telling all this . Because letting it all out and sharing your feelings with your loved ones really helps. Remember, no matter what your situation is, there is someone in this world who has it much worse than you and they have overcome their fears .You say you’re ‘depressed’ – all I see is resilience. You are allowed to feel messed up and inside out. It doesn’t mean you’re defective – it just means you’re human. I love you all ❤ and I am proud of you .peace out
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How many times a day are you judged by the way you dress or the kind of car you drive? How many times a day do you judge someone else’s appearance or even the way they talk and walk?
We know that we judge everyone, putting them into categories and on shelves in our head. Therefore, we worry about our appearance a lot and how people will “Think of me” , A judgemental society is not productive and it kills the creativity in us. Why is that? Because we are comfortable in following trends. In the same way It’s difficult to live with depression when a large segment of society doesn’t even consider it an illness. People often think depression is a choice to be pessimistic or lazy or simply a negative personality. It needs to be understood and recognised as a genuine illness.My wish is for people to open their minds and think about the effect their words might have on someone. People with depression typically think differently to those without it. What a non-sufferer regards as encouragement, an innocent question, or polite conversation, might be perceived as interrogation by those affected. I just wanna say look The sun is a daily reminder that we too can rise again from the darkness, that we too can shine our own light.
Stay strong, your story isn’t over yet. I love you all and I am proud of you ❤ . Peace out.
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