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*****TRIGGER WARNING*****
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I’m currently in the hospital because when one thing goes wrong for Sam, EVERYTHING goes wrong for Sam... why the fuck not right? I don’t wanna be here, I wanna fucking die... and it’s really hard to say this while wanting to did.. but my besties.. Ali and MC ((@bea_tifulbabes) did the right things and called COAST.. who came to the house alongside a police officer and talked to me and basically made it known that it’s either I go willingly with Ali and MC or I get taken by he cops... so I came with them.. I have no anger at those two... even if I wanted to... they’re just doing the right thing... I don’t wanna be here.. it looks like a jail cell... but I wanna die... and I NEED A FUCKING SMOKE SO BAD. Ugh.. this is frustrating... i don’t know what to do.. ima have another break down... part of me wants to lose my shit... the other half is too exhausted... i don’t know.. I just wanted to update you guys.. let you know I’m alive... but not doing all that well... this is truly right now my only outlet to the outside world.. I’ll update if anything new happens...
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[little pointless edit]- I’m giving my phone to the nurses station just so they can charge it for me.. I can’t have it charging on my end bc we have no outlets out here but in the nurses station they have charges so I’m giving them my phone for a bit to let it charge... and I’ll be back here once it’s charged up again...
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Five years... and still going. I will remember you guys until im up there. You all are my unexpected bestest friends. You are the true people who made me into what I am today. Positive. I will look up to you guys and make it like you are my heroes. Never have I said no to and outing with you guys even when I don't have money to spend. I would still sacrifice my time just to see your faces again. #gangpondok #lycosforever #form1 #spmresults #5years #bestestfriends #ohana