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This photo was taken last week after our transfer and after we heard the news that our two pgs tested embryos died during thaw. We had one little wildcard embryo that had a biopsy error during pgs testing and we had to grieve our lost embryos and get excited for our transfer. Unfortunately the wildcard didn't make it. I think we had a chemical pregnancy because I got faint positives last weekend. I felt pregnant and then on Monday I just knew in my heart It was gone. We got confirmation yesterday. Now we start all over with a new round of IVF retrieval in July. ❤
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Thank you to everyone who sent love and support yesterday. It got us through this terrible day! today I woke up and although my heart is still heavy, I am trying to be positive for the next round. Thank you to the IVF community for rallying behind me and offering your support. Thank you to @itskelsieslife_ttc for choosing us as the winners for your men and womens fertility supplements, this will help us for the upcoming egg retrieval. .
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Each day I'll get better and we will get through this next round of treatment. We will be meeting with our dr to decide our next protocol. We are so ready to become parents. This journey is hard but you all help us get through it. ❤
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Shout out to all the not yet mum's, mum's to be, or existing mamas. No matter how your baby was conceived, whether it was natural, IUI, IVF, ICSI, donor eggs, donor sperm, surrogacy or adoption, just know that you have done amazing. Anyone on a TTC journey faces they're own battles, highs & most definitely lows. It's normal to feel jealous or envious of others. It's normal to want to shut yourself away. It's normal to just burst into tears for no reason. It's normal to have arguments with your other half. Just remember your not alone. So many people keep their stories of infertility to themselves. The amount of times we've been asked why haven't we had a child yet, is actually insane. Until you actually go through problems trying to conceive you don't realise how hard of a question that is to answer. Do you want everyone knowing that you have problems? Or do you lie and put on a brave face. With the exception of close family & friends I did the latter. I was ashamed that no matter how much I wanted to be a mum for some reason I couldn't. No matter how much someone tells you to relax... You cant just RELAX! It is constantly on your mind. How can you not think about something you really want? It's like walking into a cake shop, smelling the freshly baked cakes, seeing them, & then being told you can't have one. But don't worry just stop thinking of it and you can. How can you not think about it when it's all that surrounds you? Pregnancy announcements, new births, pregnant women in the same hospital appointments as you... Until I actually genuinely gave up hope after paying privately for IVF which failed, having my NHS appointment, which couldn't have gone any worse. I thought to myself "you know what, this isn't meant to be" I can't let it consume my life anymore when I have no control over it. As that is what is so upsetting the lack of control! You have no control over your body, no control over your appointments, no control over anything. So I gave up, thought let's focus on me, & somehow I have been blessed with a miracle. I can't promise that will work for you, but I can promise one day things will fall into place - positive power is key
I think one of the most common misconceptions our fertile friends have is that IVF just works. That if you’re infertile, “just do IVF” and you’ll have a baby. IVF DOESN’T MEAN I’LL HAVE A BABY. Read it again, IVF doesn’t mean your infertile friend will have a baby. Crazy, right? Your infertile friend is spending thousands upon thousands of dollars to TRY and get pregnant. Those needles, all the dream of a chance at a potential positive outcome. This is the medication my body needs “just” to perform its natural functions. This is “just” doing IVF. There’s no just doing IVF or just adopting when it comes to infertility and all of those things we should just do if we want to grow our family guarantee us nothing more then a lot of physical and emotional exhaustion. .
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When we shared the news that we had three “perfect” embryos, the support was insane. The congratulations were coming in like we were announcing a pregnancy. It was weird. I shared with my husband how I felt & honestly, I was frustrated. Everyone just assumed we’d get pregnant, it’s like they put all their eggs into our IVF basket and like they all felt we had accomplished our goal and our baby was guaranteed. But it wasn’t. When we shared that we were pregnant but I was miscarrying, not even a third of the support. A lot of quiet sad faces and heart emojis and a lot of “don’t lose hope” & “don’t give up yet” All the false hope and down playing our reality. Everyone meant well, IVF just works so why wouldn’t we end up with a baby after all we did? .
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I haven’t felt inspired to share our story this year during #NIAW but I want to keep it real & im ready to talk about it more.
I’m Rita. I have PCOS & hashimotos & oral meds should have been all we needed. We’ve been trying to grow our family for 5 years & 8 months. I’ve had three miscarriages & IVF failed. We spent thousands of dollar for a couple weeks with our babies. For the last three years I’ve experienced a new diagnosis, this year, recurrent pregnancy loss.
This is infertility. .
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We are thrilled to finally share Baby Rector is expected June 2019! After 400+ shots, 3 transfers, 4 embryos, 2 biopsies and so many doctors appointments and ultrasounds I’ve lost count we finally have our “little embryo that could”. We are so thankful for our friends and family who have loved us and encouraged us through this process, the IVF/infertility warrior moms who have prayed over the journey and encouraged us (even donated medicine) and the steadfast, unrelenting love and peace the Lord has given us as we walked this road. We can’t wait for our miracle baby to be here
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Got some really bad news yesterday. News that I never thought I would hear.
Yesterday, we found out that NONE of our embryos survived to biopsy. We have no embryos left.
When they told me the news, it took my breath away. I still feel physical heartache every time I think about it and the tears come easily. To be honest, we are devastated.
Adam and I have a lot to think about but at this point we are just wrapping our heads around the idea that the last 3 months of this process, the money we’ve spent, the countless appointments, meds, ultrasounds, energy and hope will not result in pregnancy and have not brought us any closer to our goal of having a baby.
And we’ll be okay. Just not today. We will move forward and figure out what our next step is, because we’ve come too far in this journey to just come this far. And we’ll try to have faith and hope that we will get to our goal. And we still have each other and an amazing support system which we could not do this without.
If you haven’t seen our #ivf video journey yet on Facebook, here’s a little sneak peak at our latest secret ... ✨(link in bio)
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:::PREGNANCY & INFANT LOSS SUPPORT CENTRE:::
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After many months of planning and years in the making, I am so excited and honoured to introduce to you my non-profit organization: Pregnancy & Infant Loss Centre!
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The non-profit is a physical space in Northeast Calgary for women and families to come together and access holistic support services that best suit their needs in whichever part of the loss journey they are currently in.
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The Pregnancy & Infant Loss Support Centre will provide women and families in Calgary the opportunity to build their community and truly know *see/feel* they are not alone. .
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Not everyone heals in the same way and there is no one way. The Centre will provide barrier free access to holistic supports so that people can gain options to supports they may not otherwise have known. Options that best suit them. Options that can be pivotal on their path to healing. .
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Clients of the centre will get the opportunity to receive specialized coaching services, yoga, meditation, reiki, massage, peer support groups, community events, coffee, and connection...all the connection
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Strength Support.Healing.Together..
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You are not alone. .
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**stay tuned for more details.
Thank you to the magical Erin Winters for this stunning logo design. .
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First day of school and last day of school. When I walked into their classrooms it felt like the first day hadn't been so long ago. I was distinctly impressed that time within hardship can feel like minutes are months, but looking back it all goes by so quickly.
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So many good thing have come to us this year and before long we'll be looking back thinking the same thing about now. .
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The time has come to finally share some news ... MY HUSBAND AND I ARE HAVING A BABY ❤️. There are not enough words in this world to express how happy we are.
We got to see our baby today and the scans came back great! 10 fingers and toes, 4 chambers to a strong beating heart ❤️, kidneys working, all spheres of the brain in tact, lips and nose looking good and overall just growing fast.
I can't express how relieved I am. Although I have an optimistic nature (some of the time) I can't help but get super anxious before each Drs visit. When you experience a rough journey like we have it will put anyone on a bit of an edge. This is why I am so ever grateful and amazed by what the power of prayer can do. I am blessed to be able to create life and I now know that this is part of my life's purpose. To provide, nurture and be selfless.
The 36 year's of experiences, journeys and lessons have led me to finally be a MUM . My husband and I are so excited for this journey we will soon experience.
From the bottom of our hearts we would like to thank each and everyone of you for your well wishes and prayers. And to our guardian angels for being with us every step of the way
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