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PREGNANCY | No one tells you that things can change so quickly. One day your baby is here, the next he/she is gone. #MotherofanAngel #PinkandBlue #PregnancyandInfantLoss #Miscarriage #Stillborn #15October #PregnancyandInfantLossAwareness #breakthesilence #1in4isme #AngelBabies #emptyarms #ectopicpregnancy #MemoriesofanAngel

38 weeks and 5 days since I saw your beautiful face, held your delicate body, tried my hardest to memorize every inch of you in the short time we had. The most beautiful baby I had ever seen- perfect in every way. You filled me with so much pride. I couldn’t believe I had made such a beautiful baby. I was so proud of my body for bringing you into the world. It was the day I had waited for, for 38 weeks and 5 days. I had worried about it so much. I had worried about whether I’d be able to endure the pain. I didn’t know the true pain was that you would be born still and silent. I was worried I wouldn’t be a good enough mother to you. I never thought that my motherhood would take such a different turn. I couldn’t have imagined that raising you would become a matter of raising awareness for what happened to you and speaking your name as much as possible so that you are never forgotten. 38 weeks and 5 days you and I were one body and now 38 weeks and 5 days without you I feel there is a piece of me that is missing- an emptiness that will never be filled. But we are forever one heart. My heart holds you when my arms cannot. With every beat, it speaks your name and tells you how much I love you. How strange the passage of time can be - it feels like you were with me for all my life and yet that I have been without you for for a lifetime. 38 weeks and 5 days.

Our little angel baby I love you forever and more my baby Finley god we miss you so much it’s un real my perfect little boy I’m so heart broken it’s unreal • • • #babylosssupport #stillbirthawareness #stillbirth #pregnancy #stillbornstillloved #babylosssupport #babyloss #mumguilt #myboy #missyou #stillbornstillloved #stillborn

Wednesday March 20th (International Happiness Day), I had my ultrasound appointment scheduled for a routine checkup to make sure the baby wasn’t breached. I was feeling so excited that I would get to see my baby again. But it turned out to be the saddest day of our lives. The technician had some concerns and had to call my midwife immediately. She returned with phone in hand for my midwife to speak to me. Myself, already in tears thinking the worst possibility took the phone and heard the words “I’m so sorry Sanny to tell you this over the phone, but they couldn’t find a fetal heartbeat, and the baby had passed for quite some time now”. My world crashed, I couldn’t believe it, being healthy and 34 weeks gestation. I asked for them to check again but seeing that monitor, my baby was so still and I knew it had to be true. I left the office and called Anthony immediately. I never felt my heart so broken and heavy. All I kept thinking was “why me?”, “how could this have happened so late in the pregnancy?”, “what did I do wrong?” Later that day, I was admitted to the hospital, induced and prepping for the worst moment of my life to give birth to my stillborn baby. Thursday March 21st at 1:54pm, Ilaria Nuon Annoni was born sleeping and silent. Her name means happiness. Weighing 6lbs, she had lots of hair and the cutest button nose. My second child, my perfect daughter, my forever baby and sweetest angel. Life is so unfair, time moves forward and I’m still frozen, barely surviving. I still have so much weight on my shoulders and my body is functioning on autopilot wishing we had more time with her. You were our hardest hello and goodbye. You never took a breath in this world but left us breathless. You will always be remembered, we love you so much. #lifeafterloss #ihadamiscarriage #babyloss #infantloss #stillborn #stillbirth #stillbornstillloved #1in4

2016 ▪️A year for breaking, I don’t know if God allowed or ordained it. But I do know He was in control all along the way. The breaking was redeeming. The breaking brought greater faith, healing and to where we are now. . 2017 ▪️a year for mending. He began to peace my heart back together. A year of fighting, battling, clawing to conquer the mountain that was set before us. A year of Him giving me strength to cast out fear. To defeat the enemy and any tactics he tried to use to cripple me with fear. . 2018 ▪️a year of healing. A year for crushing and pressing more but with that comes the best most pure version. A year of deeper hope. A year where I felt Him continue to refine us more than ever but I learned to try & not resist as much. . 2019 ▪️a year of Luushomo {faith}. A year of trust. A year where the trust and faith that developed so much deeper because of Cal’s life came into action. A year where the kids and I packed up and left country following the Lord. Going to serve Him. A year where my husband would go through his 14th overseas deployment. A year where already 3 months in I’ve caught myself a few times beginning to say this is the hardest thing I’ve done and prayed for my husbands safety many times. Only to have the reminder Lindsey no it’s not the Lord pulled you through Cal’s death nothing on this earth will be harder (maybe it could be equivalent but NOTHING harder) A year where in the beginning I would question Foster’s safety only to hear the Lord say here you go fearing again which means your not trusting. You only made it this far by trust in Me. Stay the course trust. . In the hospital I looked at foster and said this is our next chapter. One we would never choose but I know He is in control. In the midst of that first year, I struggled deeply because it didn’t feel like a new chapter. It felt like one whole book was slammed shut without ending and a new one began, but several chapters later. I’m still not sure if it’s a new chapter or a new book. What I do trust is either way it’s the pages that are supposed to be unfolding for His plan to be complete in our life. So faith and trust and take courage .

If I was given just a moment with you, I would kiss your baby soft skin and tell you just how much I love you, that you were wanted by your mumma more than anything in this world.... life is cruel, and I am weak, but know that I miss you every second, my precious sweet girl • • • • #babyloss #borntoosoon #stillborn #stillbirth #beautifulgirl #aprilbaby #birthdaymonth #1in4 #babylosssupport

There is a new post on the blog about yesterday’s trip to the doctor! We also told Hazel about her new brother or sister that is on the way. There is a link to the video of her reaction there on the blog.

Can you believe we are already on the last few episodes of @9monthswithcourteneycox Here’s where it all started for me. On Mother’s Day 2017 my life changed completely. 4 weeks after I had my #mirena iud removed. I Fell pregnant. Not planned or prevented. I was in complete shock. I felt like life was so unfair! I knew women who really wanted to have a baby! Yet bam, I got pregnant. I was always very vocal about not having kids. • • I spent the first few weeks in denial. I couldn’t believe those lines. I took multiple tests because I didn’t believe it. • • Once I saw my baby in the ultrasound. I had a shift. She was so perfect. More importantly healthy! She was developmentally what every mom hoped to hear during a check up. • • Then, by August. My bag ruptured. I ignorantly thought it would just fill back up. Did you know it’s a 1% chance your bag ruptures that early/late in the pregnancy? I didn’t understand it • • The doctors all said she had 1% chance of survival. I fought for her life for 4 weeks. #heartbeat was there and I held on to hope. But infection came, and my baby girl was delivered on Sept 5th 2017. • • I’m still picking up the pieces. I love my son, but I still grieve a daughter. I did the show #9monthswithcourteneycox because I want women to know we aren’t alone. I want them to know their children mattered. I want them to know it hurts and someone understands. But mostly that there is life after loss! #pregnacy #pregnancyloss #mommyblogger #incompetentcervix #baby #stillborn #pregnancytest #motherhood #strength #infantlosssupport

Big Brother & Little Sister “Handpicked for Earth by my brother in Heaven.” A big thank you to the lovely subscriber who sent us this shirt. ♥️ . We’re a day late for National Sibling Day because it was raining yesterday and we couldn’t take pictures outside; today turned out the same so inside pictures with horrible lighting will have to do! . . . . . #nationalsiblingday #jaxx #scarlett #bigbrother #littlesister #brotherandsister #handpickedforearth #handpickedforearthbymybrotherinheaven #angelbaby #stillborn #stillbirthawareness #mamatoanangel #babyboy #babygirl #rainbowbaby #doublerainbow