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And how fluent you are in the art of lying- how inept was I to be subdued by a single smile from you. I had my life opened for you, my parents aware of you simply to prove my purity. I had my head held high, almost arrogant at my perspicacious judgement. How did I succumb to such a frenetic journey- of you afflicting the actions that once broke you, onto me. You swam in a river of lies, a river that bifurcated at the base of two men. I was an option- the lacklustre manner you had with me now made sense. You were caught and your eyes flooded with fake, guilty tears, mine were swollen with repent. I really did have our future as a mental reality, it could have been true- if only you knew how to be a woman, not a mangled mess created by excuses. I hope he makes you see what you lost in me- where he hit you, I protected you, where he avoided talk of marriage, I had conversations with ring specialists. I have always asked Allah to protect me from evil, and you were taken away.......it hurts, but I can not be humiliated by you anymore. That realisation in itself is peaceful
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You were not embarrassed to do what is so wrong, to disgust and deceive all we stood for. Why am I embarrassed to face my parents? Because you were the first I had ever introduced to them? The first person I actually fought for, telling them that I WILL marry you? You on the other hand, did nothing when your mother gave you ridiculous reasons to say no. Every argument screams a vociferous noise in my head. It was not love I was blinded by- it was stupidity, wrapped in you
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You will be forgotten. You are a mess and my dua gave me clarity. I guess winning isn't always happy - my true intended will be everything you lacked, and I won’t be lacking the ability to see waving red flags. I’m tired of being the idiot who does so much for those worth so little
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When ego weakens the embrace of arrogance- and stops riding the unicorn of hope- one can look back at the many footprints of reality they chose to ignore .
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