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The first day of work after a vacation is always difficult. At least I got through it! And after work, I do get to enjoy my kicks and chill once again lol
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FYI, I’m on the all-day work grind on Thursday and Friday
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A few weeks ago i was in a terrible place, i still am, even worse in some ways. But i remember a person very close to me actually encouraging me to post about it. Sharing my struggles hasn’t just helped me, but I’ve been blessed to have actually seen others benefit from it too. I’ve had a lot of success posting when I’m emotional. By success i mean - finding pure connection w/ other people, helping people, finding calm, organizing my thoughts. Giving my own struggles deeper purpose. Helping myself and others not live in vain of them.
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In times of turmoil we tend to find ways to prove to ourselves that the solutions won’t work for us. Even when we spend all our time sharing those solutions as failsafes to others in their struggles. That’s me.
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I’m the one with all the answers for everyone else. The one they come to. The one who can articulate what they feel. The wing to hide under for comfort. I have people I’ve never met to people i see every day reach out to me regularly. They believe in me. I took pride in that. As a leader & a positive force I’ve gotten to help a lot of people, but in the process what I’ve come to neglect, and almost ignore entirely, is to do the work to help myself.
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After a point I fell into almost a subconscious belief that if i could help people just by talking to them & sharing that meant i didn’t need any help myself. I fell back into patterns of my past. Patterns of dishonesty, fear, ego & manipulation. Patterns that came back so aggressively, it’s left me at a crisis of confidence. A crisis of conscience.
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To combat this I am putting my money where my mouth is. I’ve rededicated myself to my recovery & emotional growth. I’ve started “90 in 90” hitting at least 90 AA meetings in 90 days as well as reworking the 12 Steps with a new sponsor. Rigorous honesty & spiritual progress are the only ways back to the promises and I’ve had very little of either lately. Thanks for following my journey. I’ll keep y’all in the loop. Peace & Love. #nofakedeepshit
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