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#mayweallheal Day 5 - unexpected losses...⠀
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While I had more ultrasounds than maybe any pregnant woman ever has, this is the only one we have a copy of. We didn’t take any of the rest home. This was our only normal.⠀
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I didn’t expect to lose the naivety of pregnancy. I didn’t expect to have to know that they don’t all equal taking a baby home. I didn’t expect for this to be our last “good” appointment...literally haven’t had one since!⠀
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I didn’t expect to lose the ability to be hopeful or to even desire hope.⠀ I didn’t expect to be in 2019 without a child...
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And what people understand the least is that it’s not just the loss, it’s the unexpected of even the most normal of interactions...it’s that on any given day my heart is unexpectedly broken, through no fault of their own, by people just trying to get to know me.⠀
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The unexpected losses are what surprise you most. Or maybe the loss of innocence. And people just don’t realize how many layers deep the healing has to go. Not to mention the scars that get ripped open along the way need extra healing and create a little extra scar tissue...and if you’ve ever had physical scar tissue worked on before, you know that it’s often the most painful part of rehab.
@seremos.cafe felicitaciones para promover los caficultores locales en Comuna 13! desde el principio que empecemos con Café Velvet en Medellín, estaba un sueño de ser representado en barios un poco menos evidentes y ya ... ! Mil gracias y muchísimos éxitos!! .
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Breakfast of dreams
The perfect Dutch baby pancake made by @windmilldreams ☺️It was delicious I admit ❤
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