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It’s such a strange and foreign feeling to me to have given birth and not have a baby to feed, change, and hold. I accidentally made a loud noise and for a second thought, I have to be quiet I’m going to wake the baby..
I know she’s already gone, but the maternal feeling is not, and I’m worried about her being cold and all alone.
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I just want my baby, I just want to hold her
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Today will be the most difficult day I’ve had to endure this far in life...
God has called our sweet baby back to heaven. Giving her back will be the hardest thing I’ve ever done.
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Prayers are greatly needed and appreciated today, as we bring her into this world to hold her before we say goodbye
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Charlotte Lydiann Gantt
Entered the world at 5:18pm on March 7th, 2019
Weighing only half a pound and 7.5 inches
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Our plan for this baby was to wait until birth to find out the gender, even though Jason had the strongest feeling, he knew she would be a girl
We didn’t officially know that she was a girl until that day, but turns out, daddy was right he knew!
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Today I woke up after having a really tough night. My body still went through labor and birth. Even though it was to a much smaller baby, the pains of my womb contracting back down to size, the back labor pains, and just the overall feeling of getting hit by truck are all still present.
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But what hurts the most this morning was waking up to sore breasts. My body gave birth so there’s supposed to be a baby to feed, except there’s not.
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And now I’m fighting my mind not to miss her so that maybe my body will get the signal to stop trying to produce milk and the physical pain of engorgement will start to go away.
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I carried you for every second of your life & I will love you for every second of mine .
Walking away from my baby, leaving her behind in that tiny box, being strolled through labor & delivery without a baby in my arms, and leaving with an empty back seat...
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All things that never cross any expectant mother’s mind when she finds out she pregnant
Finally filmed my birth story and got it up on my channel. From the beginning of this pregnancy I wanted to document it all. I never could’ve imagined my birth story would be what it was, but it is still just as meaningful as I imagined.
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Link is in my bio
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I know I’ve been spamming everyone with baby pics, but just as any other new mother, I can stop looking at these photos, and right now they’re all I have to hold onto .
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We’ve decided not to share any pictures showing her whole tiny body. As her mother I just want to protect her and keep somethings private. But I’m choosing to share our story because I know that this may help mothers suffering in silence, because it’s helping me. So many of you have shared your story about your loss with me and I’m so grateful for you all!
Thank you ALL so much for all your thoughts and prayers I cannot express enough how much it’s helping me during this difficult time.
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Everyone keeps telling me I’m so strong for enduring what I’m going thru right now, truth is...
I AM NOT...
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I’m breaking down every 10 minutes, I’ve been in bed since I came home from the hospital, I can’t go out in public without having to run out to sit in the car and cry, I cry if my husband asks me if I’m hungry, I keep waking up to a non-existent crying baby or hearing children screaming.
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THE TRUTH IS I AM A MESS and that is OK!
Because one day....
I will cry only once in a day,
One day, I will make it thru a trip to the grocery store.
One day, I can receive a hug without losing my mascara.
One day, I will be able to scroll thru my Instagram and be happy at all the beautiful pregnant mommies and newborns.
...Not today, but one day, I WILL BE strong
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•October 12th•
One year ago today, I was 25 weeks pregnant with my little Finn when she was diagnosed with DiGeorge Syndrome. It was the scariest moment of my life. And there was no way of telling how severe it is in utero. Now my Finnley Marie is N I N E months old and doing so well! I love this little girl so much! She’s our little warrior! #staystrongbbgirl #chdprincess #22qawareness #digeorgesyndrome
This man stood by my side for 10 hours straight...And when I say stood, I mean he literally was standing next to me the entire time. No matter how many times I told him to sit down on one of the 3 chairs in the room, and even our nurse told him to lay down and take a nap, he did not move, he did not eat, because I couldn’t eat, he didn’t drink because I couldn’t. When I told him it’s ok, pull the chair next to me and sit down.
His response: You’re in the bed, not able to eat or drink and in pain, about to bring us our daughter to hold before we say good bye. Standing here, holding your hand is the LEAST I can be doing right now.
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As a man that’s 1 of 6 brothers, he sure knows how to love and protect his girls! He’s the guy behind the scenes that doesn’t get enough credit on here, but if it wasn’t for him idk how I would be getting through this
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I also finally got a video up on my channel, explaining what happened and why we lost our baby. The link for that is my bio.
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