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Hi everyone my name is Kaiden Earl Jonassen. I was born Tuesday June 4th at 12:54am, weighing 7lbs 8oz and measuring 19 3/4 inches long.

15 weeks 1 day ⠀ ⠀ B A B Y... we can do this.⠀ ⠀ Today’s appointment with maternal fetal medicine was... intense. Intense in the sense that we fully reviewed my novel length history. 8 pregnancies - 2 full term healthy babes, 2 early miscarriages, 3 fetal demises.⠀ ⠀ Fetal demise... I f*#%ing hate that term. Let’s just get that out there. 2 early losses and 3 babes where I had to be induced and give labour. 3 little tinies I’ve held in my hands breathless.⠀ ⠀ We are in the throes of parental genetic screening, numerous ultrasounds, fetal echos, and ECGs. They found a “spelling mistake” in a specific gene in Jordan’s testings and they are checking to see if we are carriers of this genetic error, or if hers “just happened”. This genetic error potentially has some pretty serious implications when it comes to the heart, so this could be interesting.⠀ ⠀ But so far... this little bean looks good. And we continue to pray this will be the case for the next 5 weeks and beyond ⠀ ⠀ Thank you for keeping us in your prayers. We need it. Every good vibe, every utterance of a prayer, we need it.⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ .⠀ .⠀ .⠀ .⠀ .⠀ .⠀ .⠀ .⠀ #pregnancyafterloss⠀ #lifeafterloss #miscarriagesupport #parentingafterloss #mamagrief #miscarriageawareness #miscarriagesurvivor #recurrentmiscarriage #ihadamiscarriage #giftswithmeaning #handcraftedwithheavenbabiesinmind #communityovercompetition #grievingmother #stillbornstillloved #stillbirthawareness #bereavedmother #saytheirnames #griefjourney #griefsupport #honestmotherhood #motherhoodrising #holdthemoments #thesincerestoryteller #storytellingmama #theheartcaptured #littlepiecesofchildhood #risingstrong⠀ ⠀ ⠀

A cheeky for anybody following our little journey after miscarriage! Finally got my blood test results back today after going for tests twice last month. I’m assuming they’re wanting to look at my hormone levels and how they change throughout the month to see if there’s any obvious cause to our pregnancy losses. I’ve been reading a lot about the relationship between progesterone levels and miscarriage recently? To be honest, the doctors haven’t been the best at communicating with me, but that’s another story. Anyway. . I’ve been so nervous to get these back because as a woman, despite it really not being our fault, when it’s something as personal as pregnancy loss and it’s been inside your body, you can’t help but blame yourself or think there’s something wrong with you. . = . . = ! . Although we’re not through this just yet and I’m sure there are more appointments and tests to be done, it really is beginning to look like maybe we’ve just been unlucky, so let’s see . . As much as no answer makes the pain go away, I am SO relieved that I’ve stopped off to grab a bottle of wine to celebrate. ❤️ This process is exhausting but it’s all about ticking boxes and figuring out what’s going on, and I’m determined to celebrate every step and share it! Going to write another blog this evening to document the past few weeks, but for now, I’m off to enjoy a glass of red and cosy up to this gorgeous human on the sofa. Chin chin!

Me and the best thing that has ever happened to me

This is a post that I originally created back in February, but I thought it was worth repeating.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ After our first loss, so much of the focus was on me and how I was handling life after the D&C. Our family would ask my husband how I was doing. Not him. Just me. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ After our second loss, it was more of the same.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I'm not the only one losing their baby over here. Let's try not to leave the partners who are also losing their babies. They have lost just as much.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #1in4⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #babyloss⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #breakthesilence⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #grievingmother⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #ihadamiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #pregnancylossjourney⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #tryingtoconceiveafterloss⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #ttcaftermiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #ttcsupport⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #angelmom⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #babylossmamas⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #fertilityjourney⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #iamamothertoanangel⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #lifeaftermiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriageawareness⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #angelbaby⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #babylosscommunity⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #earlymiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #iam1in4⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #lifeafterloss⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriagehurts⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriagerecovery⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriagesupport⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #pregnancyaftermiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #rainbowbaby⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #tryingtoconceiveaftermiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #ttccommunity⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #recurrentmiscarriage

Today, we were shopping and I saw a toddler shirt that said “Big Sister” and I wanted to cry. My girl is two next month and I so wanted her to have a sibling close in age. Now, we have no idea if she’ll ever be a big sister.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ It’s so hard to long for something that you’re not sure you’re going to be able to have.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I just want a baby.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ It sounds so simple, and I used to think it was. My first pregnancy was a piece of cake. I thought the next one would be, too.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ We bought the minivan and the double stroller in anticipation of completing our family.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Then we had two miscarriages.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Even through the pain we’ve gone through, I am still longing for my last baby, just the same.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #angelbaby⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #babylosscommunity⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #earlymiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #iam1in4⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #lifeafterloss⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriagehurts⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriagerecovery⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriagesupport⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #pregnancyaftermiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #rainbowbaby⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #tryingtoconceiveaftermiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #ttccommunity⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #1in4⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #babyloss⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #breakthesilence⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #grievingmother⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #ihadamiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #managingmiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriageblog⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriagematters⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #miscarriagesucks⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #mynewnormal⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #pregnancylossjourney⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #tryingtoconceiveafterloss⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #ttcaftermiscarriage⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #ttcsupport⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #recurrentmiscarriage

I’ve always wanted to share our story, but we were going to wait until we had happy news to share along with the sad. However, we’ve decided that until that happy news comes, we want to be transparent in order to spread awareness about pregnancy loss, to offer and receive connection and support, and to acknowledge the big emotions that arise from infertility. Since October, my husband and I have gone through three miscarriages. I am 1 in 100 of women who will experience recurrent (3+) miscarriage. Shortly after our second loss, we discovered that we have a condition in which 80-85% of conceptions end in miscarriage. A week after this news, we found out about our third pregnancy. However, we learned at 10 weeks that our sweet little babe no longer had a heartbeat. Instead of preparing to welcome our first baby a month from today, we are preparing for an IVF cycle that will hopefully begin on the first of our three due dates. IVF w/PGD is the only treatment option that will help us avoid further losses. While this reality has been a tough pill to swallow, I am grateful to have the privilege of pursuing this treatment that is out of reach for many. I am also thankful it can take place during the summer while school is out. It is hard to put this “journey” into words. It is painful and exhausting. The waiting from test to test, scan to scan: all of it is fraught with uncertainty and the torment of slow-passing time. It has made it hard to focus, especially while at work. It can be isolating. It feels deeply unfair. There has been some beauty amongst the pain, however, including deepened relationships, new friendships, and an emphasis on living in the present. Be mindful of those in your life who may be struggling, and be gentle when announcing your own pregnancies. So many suffer in silence. If you have friends who you know or suspect are struggling with fertility issues, reach out. Ask them how they are doing. Tell them you are thinking of them. Give them the option and the space to share. Don’t worry about having the perfect words. ❤️ Please do not hesitate to reach out for connection, for support, or with questions.

Not leaving this hospital without a baby. The induction process has officially started. My bishop score was a 5, not bad but not great. Also not surprising since we are inducing and my body didn’t just go into labor. I was however 1 cm dilated and 50% effaced so I feel a lot better knowing I was somewhat making progress before this induction process. My doctor and nurse both told me to get comfortable as it’s going to be a long boring day. Keep me in your thoughts, maybe I’ll shock everyone and have him later tonight

. . . I wrote this down a few months ago in response to a journal question. It seems fitting to rewrite it out now, in the hope that this will be the last Mothers day with empty arms. Sending love and strength to all those out there who long to be mothers, or who are unable to hold their angel babies. #weareallmums #survivingmothersday #mothersday #emptyarms #infertility #fertility #fertilitystruggles #fertilityjourney #miscarriage #multiplemiscarriage #recurrentmiscarriage #pregnancyloss #babyloss #ttc #ttccommunity #ttcsupport #ttccommunitysupport #ttcjourney #ttcsisters #ttcafterloss #ttcaftermiscarriage #ivf #ivfjourney #ivf2019 #ivfsisters #ivfsupport #ivfcommunity #waiting #miscarriageawareness #miscarriagesupport