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Today I really struggled to get out the house. I laid in bed until 10:30am. Made a cup of tea ☕️ watched a bit of tv and had to motivate myself to go out. I practically forced myself. Driving along I had a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes, for an unknown reason. I grabbed Maisie some new baby grows from Primark and then headed to the hospital. I hadn’t eaten all morning so I had a ham & cheese sandwich & a sugar free red bull. I stayed with Maisie for only 1 HOUR (bad mum alert ) I came home did the dishes, another load of washing, stripped the bed and washed that, tried to cook the @pinchofnom cock & bull and failed so it was Left over spag Bol & wedges. I took myself upstairs, had a long shower & im now tucked up in bed watching 101 dalmations. I wanted a cup of tea with Chocolate digestives. So that’s exactly what I had. I am constantly heart broken. Maisie is constant reminder of her brother. They shouldn’t be apart. Today is a shit day. And that’s ok. Everyone walks so many different paths of life. And it’s so easy to judge and compare yours to everyone else’s. But remember those who may seem like they have it all can also have a terrible ending. So be humble & keep your eyes on your own path. ✌ I lost my baby with 9 weeks left to go. And then I lost my father in law. My life seems to be crumbling around me. #PTSD #slimmingworldpostpartum #PND #postnataldepression #stillbirth #stillbornstillloved #stillbornangel #stillbornawareness #nicu #twinlesstwin

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Loosing a child is not an event, but a indescribable journey of survival #handsomeboy #childlossawareness #daybyday #lovemyson #godisgood #bigger #overcomer #highgoals #stillbornangel #motivation #time #yournotalone #beautifulsoul #healing #somedaysharderthanothers #learning #babyfootprints #layitalldown #stillborn

The expectations I had for my baby before he was born were of any wanting mum all the things we bought for him everytime we spoke about him to other people I worked nights in a dementia care home so had a little bit of a rough pregnancy then had a fall at 26 weeks that led me to go on early maternity as my ankle was sprained so badly, after that fall I felt like I was constantly trickling water but when seen was told everything was fine on more then one occasion, we were so excited to see this little boy couldn’t wait to see him with his siblings to see what he looked like if he was more like his daddy or me as his brother is a spit of his dad, i got to 11 days over due and we New we were to be induced the next morning so I did what a lot of other expectant mums do I got the house completely Spick and span so had my mind on other things I can remember him moving as I had a little bounce on my gym ball and felt as tho he was having a little boogie in my belly so this is how I no my poor baby’s heart beat stopped while I slept that night, my heart breaks everyday knowing I could have prevented this if I didn’t fall asleep that night what if I didn’t clean the house and just relax I would have known, and I’m not going to deny this the longer the time goes on I’m finding it more difficult I’m not getting stronger I’m not finding it easier to live with the loss of my baby more and more people are coming home after giving birth to there beautiful babies which I’m happy for them but I’m jealous that’s not me and my son he will be 5 months old on Friday how has this time passed,Ryan’s so good he gets up and goes to work everyday I work 3 shifts a week 12 hours each shift and I’m finding it hard but I don’t want to say anything to Ryan as I don’t think he will understand he probably would but I just don’t no why am I finding it harder then him o no I felt his little personality as I grew him in my belly I felt his little hiccups oh how I miss this so very much. So what do I do how do I be happy again am I being silly should I be stronger now I just feel the grief hole taking delight in swallowing me whole and I’m struggling to get out

I am a mother who has lost her child and I am that 1 in 4 I will raise awareness for my sweet boy and all the precious angel baby’s that were gone too soon • • • #brokenheart #heartbroken #stillbornbaby #1in4 #babylossmom #babylosssupport #babylossawareness #stillbornawareness #stillbornstillloved #stillbornangel #stillbornbutstillborn #stillbirthbreakthesilence #stillbirthawareness #stillbirthsupport #angelmom #momtoanangel #myson #infantlossawareness #infantlosssupport

3 years ago we said hello 3 years ago we said goodbye 3 years ago we became a family 3 years ago I became a mother 3 years ago Ben became a father 3 years of loving you 3 years of missing you 3 years of grieving for you 3 years closer to seeing you again 3 years ago we welcomed our beautiful girl 3 years ago we also had to say goodbye with these 3 years that have passed I’ve learnt a lot , to love, to cherish and accept what life may bring. For some reason you were to good for earth and had to grow your wings. I wish I could know why it had to be this way but forever I will not know. The things I know are - You are loved - You are remembered - Your a great big sister - You will never be forgotten Happy 3rd birthday to my beautiful baby girl Mackenna Caity-Marie forever in our hearts #stillborn #stillbornstillloved #stillbornbaby #stillbornawareness #stillbornbutstillborn #stillbornangel #angelbaby #mackennaswish #loved #firstborn #spinabifida #spinabifidaawareness #spinabifidamom #missingyou #daughter #angelmum

This time 5 nights ago, I was 9 hours into my labour with Liam. Little did I know I still had over 5 excruciating hours to go. Small babies don’t stop the pain of contractions. I was induced for the first time at 11:30am. And after 4 more attempts, he was finally born at 2:34am. It was another 2 and half hours to deliver the placenta. One day I’ll share my birth story in full. It’s a doozy. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I’ve found that most mothers like to share their birth stories with other women. Compare, discuss, reflect. Every birth story is unique and us women we can gain a lot by sharing our individual experiences. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ It may or may not come as a surprise to you, that stillbirth mums are no different. If you ask almost any stillbirth mama, I am almost certain that she would be more than happy to share her birth story with you. That birth made her feel like a real mother. Those hours of labour were the closest she ever felt to her baby. She endured one of the most painful experiences known, only to bring a silent baby into the world and walk out of that delivery room with empty arms. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I think those mama’s deserve to share their story just at much as any mum. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ If you’re a stillbirth mother, don’t shy away from these moments, I encourage you to join in on these conversations and share your story loud and proud. You are just as much a mother as your friend with a baby in her arms. You’re a warrior mama. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ And if you’re a mother of a living child, if you ever have the privilege of meeting a stillbirth mama, ask her about her birth story. She’ll let you know whether or not she is ready to talk about it. It might be the first and only time anyone has ever asked her. And in that moment, you might just make her feel like a real mother. Which is exactly what she deserves ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #birthstory #postpartum #postpartumhealth #stillbirth #stillborn #pregnancyloss #pregnancylossawareness #stillbirthsupport #stillbornangel #australianbirthstories #australianbirthphotography

Just as a proper introduction my name is Michelle and my baby angel Ava was born sleeping November 29 2018. She was an identical twin to my now 4 month old miracle Lilah. Making the decision to heal positively has been what has helped me get through this massive amount of pain. To be honest, for the beginning of Lilahs life all I did was cry. I would hold her and have a reminder of Ava since they were identical, my milk supply was at the amount for two babies, I had no time alone to let myself heal or to recollect what was happening for that matter it was so fast. I was thrown into mommy mode. I am grateful but honestly it took me time to accept that even Lilah was enough and that I had to see her for her. I was in massive amounts of pain both physically and emotionally. The transitions were enormous and the moment I made a heart decision to heal positively is the moment I began to see the pieces of my heart heal. In the beginning I felt defeated but now empowered to make daily decisions of healing. This has changed a lot of ways I think, and not allowing myself to wallow in pain. I love Lilah so much for HER. I understand my situation is rare and not like most but my loss is great and one many can relate to. No one should experience a death of a child, take your time in your process. My baby grew inside of me for 8 months, I saw her sometimes 3 times a week, and felt her every day. I cheered her on, I watched her grow up until only an hour before my c section and then she was gone. Half of her colored the other half purple. It was traumatic, I still have my moments but I understand I have to feel. Give yourself Grace. I believe our stories have power - more detail of mine in my bio but I’ve found so much strength in meeting others whom are surviving through this by my side. Let’s build a community. #stillbornANDstillloved and we can do this together

Being your mummy is the greatest gift Thank you @twopeasinapodphotography_ @_twopeasinapodphotography #stillbornstillloved #stillbornawareness #stillbornangel #spinabifidamom #spinabifida #spinabifidababy #rainbowbaby #daughters #mummydaughters #love #mygirls #rainbowbabyphotography #photography #blackandwhite #smiles #mackennaswish