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When we are constantly concerned with our own thoughts, feelings and life we get stuck in our head.
I have found over the years the best way to get out my own way is to help others or give back in someway.
The more you are in your own way the more reason to do this, it stops us from been self focused, too much self focusing is terrible for your mental physical and spiritual wellbeing.
Get out your own way.
Happy Monday.
This is what kept me in the vicious throes of alcoholism for 20 years.
Self medicating anxiety with alcohol, only it numbs the anxiety away for a while then returns with a vengeance a gazillion times worse than before.
So more vodca ect ect would be required to calm the debilitating anxiety.
On and on it goes to the point where you find it impossible to sober up because your body is so dependent on the alcohol.
You hate yourself for your addiction but terrified to sober up because of the anxiety you have to face.
Then comes the uncountable times for medical intervention to detox.
There is another way.
There is a solution to deal with you.
Don't give up.
DM me if your struggling.
Alcohol is like pouring gasoline on your anxiety.
Happy Thursday ❤