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Lunch
#Lourdes in #pyrenees #giantmacaron
#macaron #eclair #citrontart #raspberrytart
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I have no doubt at all that there would be a lot of in . ♀️ What we ate while onroute to #Lourdes in #pyrenees.
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After 24 hours, a long flight, a coach ride and a train ride, we are finally at #Lourdes. I took this while we were in the train. The flight was awful. I felt breathless midway and had to rely on an oxygen tank. I'm quite put off by long journeys now. Excited by the plenty of adventures awaiting us on this trip. #christianpilgrimmage #pilgrimmage #saintbernadette #prayforus #lourdesmiracle #france
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Today's fire catastrophe at #notredame, a fever and a very tough week have sort of dampened my spirits for my first trip to France in 2 days. Nevertheless, I hold hope that I can still enjoy a spirit-filled pilgrimage to Lourdes and a joyful holiday to Paris with my beloved husband. Standing with France and my #Catholic family. #vasculitis #vasculitisawareness #vasculitiswarrior #heartvasculitis #takayasuarteritis #chronicillness #chronicfatigue #spoonie #spoonielife #ptsd #anxiety #lexatan #valdoxan #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalwellness #depression #pleasehelpme #jesusislord #catholicsg #prayforme #prayingforamiracle #paris #lourdes #lourdesmiracle #france
The Rosebud by Pastor Darryl L. Brown
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It is only a tiny rosebud
A flower of God's design;
But I cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine
The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I
The flower God opens so gently
In my hands would fade and die
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If I cannot unfold a rosebud,
This flower of God's design,
How can I have wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?
So I'll trust in Him for His leading
Each moment of every day,
And I'll look to Him for His guidance
Each step of the pilgrim way
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For the pathway that lies before me
My heavenly Father knows
I'll trust Him to unfold the moments
Just as he unfolds the rose
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#rosepoem #poem #rose #rosebud
Although I wouldn't choose to have chronic illness to know who's on my side, I have to say it really shows. It is astonishing how people don't care. Not even if they're family if you are like me. And I learnt that only people who have suffered, or have been through sh*t in life, will bother.
Credit to @theunchargeables
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Despite continuing heavy monthly expenses and an upcoming trip, I caved in. Is this how mental wellness work?
#myrm #crossbodybag
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The days are hard and long, and the nights could be lonely. You may need to hear this today. I know I do.
Credit to @thechroniccommunity
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Part of Chronic illness or Depression Issues is that showers take a lot of energy. If you have to chew, and then get into a car to get to work, a shower is something you may give up having. At least for me.
Plus depression and anxiety may stop you from wanting to shower.
I don't shower often because I have little energy and inspiration.
I no longer have goals in life. Adopting a child. Adopting or buying a dog. Moving up in my career. All these are dreams that have slipped past my fingers. I don't even have a permanent roof above my head now due to unresolved neighbour issues.
My goal now is to take a shower, daily. And take my vitamins, daily.
I missed my vitamins today, for the 365th time.
But I showered today.
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