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Here's the latest IVF update: I'm pregnant! I found out last Wednesday. Needless to say, I was over the moon, and in true Allie fashion, I cried like a baby. I went to the doctor on Friday for the follow up on my levels, only to find out the numbers (HCG) weren't rising as they should. Apparently, with numbers as low as mine, they usually mean the pregnancy won't last, or it's an ectopic pregnancy. My heart stopped. I broke into tears and cried so hard, I truly couldn't breathe. I already loved my baby girl (yes, she's a girl) so much. It felt like all my dreams came crashing down in an instant. However, I reminded myself, at least for now, I am still pregnant. Waiting all weekend for my follow up blood work was hard, to say the least. Would I still be pregnant by Monday? I went in for my follow up blood work yesterday and my numbers are still low, but they're going up, slowly but surely. Though this is very high risk right now, there's still a chance that my baby girl will grow as she should and in 9 months I'll be holding her in my arms. I have to hold onto that tightly. There's still a chance. My baby and I are still in this game! Honestly, I wanted to just keep quiet about this all on Instagram. But the truth is, you all have been on this journey with me the entire time. You all have supported and encouraged me this whole process. People say "sending love and prayers" is cliche, but for me, it's not. I have truly felt the love and prayers you all have sent me, and it means more to me than I can ever begin to express. I started sharing this IVF journey to baby #2 with you all from the very beginning. Even though I created my page to uplift people and make ya'll laugh, I remind myself that there are so many others struggling with this same battle to have children and I want to remind everyone- it's far from easy, but you're not alone! Also, don't give up. It took me a year to get pregnant with my "perfect" little miracle (who also happens to drive me nuts on occasion). He's my proof that it's more than worth it in the end. This is a long and shitty journey that no one should ever have to go through, but never lose hope.

Well hello baby!! This post has been a long time coming and for many reasons. Our journey to get here was a terrible one. It took me deep into the shadows of a place that was not very nice. It changed me. I don’t know why I expected this time to be easier or different, as we walked the same hard journey to have Emmy. I honestly felt that because I had done it before, I would be ok this time. I was far from ok. It hurt even more. Then finally, the news came and I wasn’t excited. I held my breath. I held it for months. The morning sickness came. Fatigue. Until finally, now I can smile and then laugh, but not too much or I might pee my pants. I’m overjoyed to share that our family will be complete this July. Thank you to everyone who contacted me during my absence and for those who reached out and shared their own story. Sar x #alittlestyleandgrace #babyfever #ivfjourney #ivfsuccess #ivfbaby #pregnancyannouncement #pregnancy #ivfwarrior #ivfaustralia #ivficsi #infertilitysucks #infertility #infertilityawareness #pregnant #preggers #babyshower #babynews #babylove

“Rainbow baby” comes from the idea of a rainbow appearing after a storm, or miscarriage. I created this piece for a special momma in my life to honour her strength, help her grief, and share in the excitement of her new rainbow baby! These are available on the website now, link in BIO, colours are customizable (limited are available) - we are also happy to announce that 20% of the proceeds from each sign will be going to @fertility_canada, an organization that provides support, education and promotes equal access to fertility treatments. #rainbowbaby #infertilitysucks #infertilityawareness

this past week, I had multiple people tell me that I need to let go. not in the insensitive and unhelpful “stop thinking about getting pregnant and then you’ll get pregnant” kind of way, but “the Lord placed these words on my heart for you” kind of way. ⠀ ⠀ honestly, it frustrates me because I thought I started 2019 with my hands up in surrender. if that wasn’t surrender, then Lord, what does it truly look like to let go?⠀ ⠀ this has been my prayer. I thought I was letting go but maybe I was only surrendering some things and not everything.⠀ ⠀ I don’t have the answer to this question but I know this community is rich in biblical counsel so I want to open up the comments for y’all to share scripture and encouragement for me and anyone else who is struggling to let go of control of their circumstances. ⠀ ⠀ #kahlababyjourney #infertility #ttc #fertilitytips #ttccommunity #infertilityjourney #infertilitysucks #ttcsisters #fertilityjourney #ttcjourney #infertilityawareness #infertilitycommunity #infertilitysupport #fertilitycommunity #ttcsupport #scripture #beautyredefined #christian #christianity #godisgood #faithblogger #faithoverfear photo by @shelbytsikaphoto

“THIS. Everything we had gone through was to get to THIS moment. • I looked up at my husband for the first time after Piper was born in this picture and I can't even really describe what that felt like. • Our journey to get to this point was filled with miscarriage, chemical pregnancies, unexplained infertility, sorrow, powerlessness, surrender, JOY, anxiety, HAPPINESS, love, hopefulness, gratitude and most importantly filled with God. • I wish I knew in the midst of that pain that I one day would get to THIS moment. Because THIS moment...THIS moment was worth all of it.” @whatdoesnotexist via @super_pregnant007 using #dontgiveup #miracleshappen #ttc #wordsofinspiration #seedsofhope #faith #ttccommunity #fertilityjourney #newmom #allthefeels

Have I told you lately that I love you? . Seriously, I have never met a group of more incredible people in my life. I am so grateful for each and every person who has chosen to follow along on my journey. . Getting to know you has been the ultimate privilege, and I love connecting with you so much. . I recently decided that in 2019, I plan to to dig a little deeper and share parts of myself and my life I have been scared to share before. . This week a podcast episode I did with Ash of @fatlippodcast went live where we spoke a bit about challenges with medical care for fat people. I also shared that I’m struggling with fertility. I talked about it more on my IG stories today, and honestly I was really scared to bring it up. I knew others could likely relate but I had no idea how many of you have already been through it or are currently dealing with the same struggle. . I have received message after message of your stories, support, love, and excellent advice. I’m in tears as I type this because I’m so grateful to be able to connect with so many of you in this way. . This is an important reminder that the hurt and the pain and the ugly parts of our life can lead to really beautiful things too. . This won’t be a topic I discuss daily or maybe not even monthly but I will definitely try to keep the conversation going when I can. . I mentioned it in my stories, but if you are looking for content re: trying to conceive I highly recommend you check out @plusmommy. . Thanks again for being so sweet. ❤️ . . . . . . #plussizelife #plussizettc #infertility #infertilitysucks #pcos

Mother’s Day was never a ‘thing’ in my household. My mum lives abroad and I’d justify my annual oversight with “But it’s not Mother’s Day in Spain”. Then the Spanish Mother’s Day would come and go and I’d quip “But how was I supposed to know about that? I don’t live in Spain”. It was less Mother’s Day, more Neglectful Daughter Day. ⁣⁣That was until I couldn’t become a mother myself. Then Mother’s Day was EVERYWHERE. ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ It is OK to hate Mother’s Day, if being a mother is the ONE thing that you want most in the world and everyone seems to be able to be one except you. It hurts.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ Of course motherhood is something to be celebrated, I’m not some kind of Mother’s Day anarchist. And yes, being a mother is really hard work (this year is my first as a mum, thanks to IVF, and I can confirm that sleep deprivation is a highly effective torture technique and excrement under your nails is totally disgusting). But do you know what is harder? Infertility.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ I would not swap 6 months of sleep deprivation for a single day of struggling for a baby. Those were such dark times in my life. The hardest part for me was not knowing whether it would ever work out. Was hope right to keep me optimistic or was hope holding me back from coming to terms with my reality and moving forward with my life? Tricky, tricky times. For me, they were much harder than the hardest challenges of being a mum (by a country mile - it has not even been a close contest). ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ But despite infertility being so darn difficult and the time when I most needed a card saying that I was wonderful, a cup of tea brought to me in bed, being taken out for a slice of cake and a catch up, being given a massive hug - there was no day of the year for that because I couldn’t have a child.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ So this year why not switch off from all social media, do your favourite activities and just chill, because you are taking the difficult road to becoming a mother and that deserves a day of kindness too. ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ Wishing you all a tolerable Mother’s Day and I’m hoping beyond hope that it is your last without that much desired child in your life.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ Amber x⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ Drawing by @bymariandrew

A single pink line. How can a line be full of such pain? Each month when it was time to test was just dreadful, already knowing what it was going to say, instinctively preparing my heart for the disappointment. Taking pregnancy tests while struggling with infertility creates for some of the most anticlimactic moments of your life. Its as if you know you’re supposed to be excited, but the single pink lines from your past haunt you into believing you will never see anything more. How do we come back from that? It wasn’t until I took a break from TTC and I allowed my wounds to heal, that I truly realized the scars that they have left behind. Thinking of the days not far ahead where we’ll begin on part 2 of our journey, I imagine what it will be like to face one of those tests again. I’ll be honest- it isn’t a moment I am excited for. And you know what, I HATE that. I hate that infertility has ROBBED me from the joy of this experience, that I’m terrified to be TOO hopeful because all I have been in the past is let down. So, it’s time to face the scars. I know that opening a door to a new chapter, means that I must close the door to the past. It means that I have to pull these skeletons out of my closet (well, really from under my bathroom sink) and look them straight in the face and BOLDY PROCLAIM that they have NO power over me anymore. That these single pink lines, even though they will always be apart of my story, they have a new meaning today and tomorrow. That I must no longer look at these single pink lines as shackles & defeat, but as opportunities where God can reveal himself. And well, that’s just what I did. I have bags & bags of these silly sticks under my sink. I could throw them out, start fresh and try to completely rid myself of what my past has put me through. But I felt as though my heart will never be able to really escape how the negatives have made me feel. So here I sit, taking CHARGE of my own journey & personally changing these negatives into something positive so I can move on without fear. Reminding myself that my hope lies in a God who is ABLE. And for every step that is ahead, no matter ONE line or TWO- He meets me right where I am.

Ladies!!! 6 days after transfer and we have a positive!!!!!!